Confusions of a 2.5 yr old mother

I am trying to write and avoid to write this post since one and a half months.

I am on a long term project to Mumbai and I am confused if I did a right thing by accepting it or not. By the way, I had no option but to accept it.

I am confused whether you will be less unhappy to stay in Delhi and miss me or stay in mumbai and miss Papa.

I am confused whether you will like to have me by your side all the while or you will love to be daughter of someone who tried to be successful in her career by managing all parts of life.

I am confused whether the agression growing in you is a result of staying away from me or for staying without the company of kids.

I am confused whether it is a good idea to meet 2-3 times a week and spend some quality time together or try meeting you everyday, even if it means just to disturb your routine and sleep times.

This is a difficult time for us princess. I hope it will be over soon and in future when we will look back we will be able to say that it all happened for good.

May god be with us!