Mumbai Monsoons Masti

Yesterday we had an extempore picnic to pandavgarh. We trecked for 2 kilometers till the bottom of the waterfall and enjoyed in water.

I was very happy to see that you actually walked the entire way and the also did some rock climbing when we reached near the waterfall. With your small hands you held the big stones, climbed up and went round about just like professional rock climber. You were getting tired in between but Aarush dada inspired you to go on. Once we reached near the waterfall you sat in a small pool of water which had a small waterfall in that. You floated around, threw stones in water and played water games.

On the way back we ate our lunch and you slept  on Manoj kaka's shoulder even before we could reach the end of the trek.

It is good to see that with Aarush dada you have started getting more active and strong.

This was the third in series of our Monsoon Picnics.

First was when we came down on the road to get wet and ate Pani Poori on credit tell the vendor we will give the money later. We jumped a lot in water pools and had soo much fun.

Second was when we went to Manshej Ghat, you looked so cute sitting under the waterfall wearing a raincoat.

So Princess, let us thank god for these silver linings in dark clouds.

While I am not around...

I am writing these posts so that we remember that we were always there for each other even though not always together.

I am working on your photos and trying to make a collage and video. That ways I everyday spend some time exclusively with you.

I am working hard in office and try to strengthen my career so that we don't have to go through this again,

and above all remembering you and missing you every single minute..

Love you a lot princess!

First day in school uniform - kidzee

First day in school uniform !

You have accepted your new school kidzee easily and this is the first day you are in a uniform.
God Bless and kala tika!

Confusions of a 2.5 yr old mother

I am trying to write and avoid to write this post since one and a half months.

I am on a long term project to Mumbai and I am confused if I did a right thing by accepting it or not. By the way, I had no option but to accept it.

I am confused whether you will be less unhappy to stay in Delhi and miss me or stay in mumbai and miss Papa.

I am confused whether you will like to have me by your side all the while or you will love to be daughter of someone who tried to be successful in her career by managing all parts of life.

I am confused whether the agression growing in you is a result of staying away from me or for staying without the company of kids.

I am confused whether it is a good idea to meet 2-3 times a week and spend some quality time together or try meeting you everyday, even if it means just to disturb your routine and sleep times.

This is a difficult time for us princess. I hope it will be over soon and in future when we will look back we will be able to say that it all happened for good.

May god be with us!